But most times we just carry the insanity with us. For it is the only company we keep, or keeps us. Some BFF.
That weekend in May was not to escape madness, but the drudgery of a dead-end existence, a 9 to 5 job, the sameness of everything, to escape time that is not relative but a fixed number of hours. Enter Woodstock.
2 hours from the city to Poughkeepsie, another 45 minutes by car. (Should take the bus next time). Anyway, on the hottest afternoon of the year, I got there. And did nothing. That was the whole point of it I suppose. I did have plans, but shelved it for fall... if I will remember then. It is amazing just how much we forget. I forget.
Walked around the quaint little town, filled with tourists, hell's angels bikers, flea markets, music,.... and old, old locals. Where have all the young men gone? Never mind. Checked into Woodstock Lodge, about half a mile from the Village Green (though the walk seemed longer in the hot sun), not recommended by the locals (I wonder why), and the last one listed in the directory. And the only one that had rooms available for the night.
What a time! Apparently, this was the only lodge with a bar that stays open till 4am. The rest of Woodstock sleeps at 9pm at the latest. And there's nothing else to do than drink, play pool, dance with old men, and listen to their wild stories. Stories told in slow, drunken drawling voices; of their celebrity neighbors in the Catskills, of Billy Joel buying this guy dinner, then realizing he was broke..so he plays the piano all night (yeah yeah, the piano man's perpetual penury story seem to be the same all time, and how he makes up for it)... of going on gigs with old-time bands and singers...stories under a clear starry sky.
There was the Big Dipper, or is it the Little Dipper, or both? Right over my head. Stars are not something you notice in the city. And even if you do, well.. you don't stop and stare for long. Stars are for quiet places, when the music outside gets inside you, and deep voices tell you tales. And other times of solitude.
Slow. That's what this place is. Where time has no meaning except in the changing colors of the sky. Where early morning dew on the mountain looks like rising smoke or falling rain. Where you follow babbling brooks in the middle of trees to see hidden falls. Slow. Quiet. Peaceful? Not quite. Lonely? Not really. You carry your madness in a backpack.
The Village Green
Hidden Falls
Millstream
The Blues Brothers taking a break