This is the end...

a long cold winter we had this year. everyone knows. and as much as you longed for a white christmas, and was overjoyed whenever it snowed, it was no fun the day after. morning afters are really never fun. everybody knows that. and it does take a while...

but it is over. like all good things. and bad things. like things. everything lasts for only a season, a fortnight, a day, a second. like everyone knows, nothing lasts.

absolutely nothing.
nobody.

so we have substances to make the moment last longer. just so we feel it lasts longer. but even that don't last. but it sure beats the hell out of relying on seasons and waiting for the sun to shine out your window.

and it wouldn't hurt that much if the ground falls from under your feet.
you could be flying.

and saving daylight.

though, if daylight needed saving, doesn't it mean the night is stronger, and better to rely on?

what the hell is this??

If only...

Come pick me up,
Take me out,
Fuck me up,
Steal my records,
Screw all my friends
Behind my back
With a smile on your face,
And then do it again
I wish you would...

...I wish I could...
                                     - Ryan Adams


What the right words and song can do... without even trying...